Surprise! It’s a Pandemic…

I had to take a little time out to reflect, release, and heal myself but now we are in the middle of a one of a kind, worldwide event that is upending our way of living and bringing up all sorts of feelings. With the help of my guides, I’ll try to offer some insight and words of encouragement. As always, take what resonates and leave the rest. I do not have all the answers, and frankly you should always use your own discernment not matter who you follow, read, or listen to.

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Just for the record I did not know this was coming – I was given no heads up at all! The only thing I was told is that there was a “surprise” coming…well…Surprise!! It’s a pandemic!! Spirit sometimes has a twisted sense of humor…but as the days have gone by and things become more and more uncertain, there’s a certain freedom in it. I know some of you may find this a strange thing to say, especially since everyone is worrying about jobs, money, survival – myself included – but I am enjoying having the TIME to figure out exactly what it is that I want or want to do and not being pressured to hurry in making this decision. I’m especially loving the lack of time constraint – I have nowhere to go, nothing to rush to, and I can get up or stay up as late as I want. I have plenty of food and plenty to do and be grateful for. I am learning and becoming more used to “living in the moment” every day, and it feels good because I don’t need to worry about tomorrow, or long for the past, all I have to do is be present in this moment and let that shape my day. For example, I’ve been thinking for weeks of writing in the blog again and right now, this moment was the time that I had the urge to do it and I followed that urge. I could have done it weeks ago, but I didn’t want to force it. This is also known as being in the FLOW and letting things come to you instead of forcing anything…and that is a whole new way of being.

I think that is the point of all this. To examine our way of living, going within and figuring out exactly what we want, who we are, and who we want to be. It’s a much-needed pause and reset because our chaotic way of living is destructive to our well-being and to the planet. It’s presenting us a new way of living that we should perhaps consider. It’s a slowing down, taking the time to be with our loved ones, and going back to perhaps our dreams instead of doing what we “have to” do. Maybe it’s time to live out our dreams instead of being enslaved to the demands of society.

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We are at the point of creation. Sure we can go back to the way things were, but is that what is best for us and for our planet? Do we want to go back to endless wars, famine, hate, the rat race, worry, jobs that we dislike, fear…or do we want to move forward in a different way? The choice is up to us. Right now, we may want thing to go back to “normal” as soon as possible, but maybe the longer we stay home, we might see a new reality forming and realizing that we enjoy this way of being more…

Stay open, stay positive, be strong, be kind, and have faith…this too shall pass ❤

Energy Reading

Weekly Energy Reading 11-4-19

Happy Monday and Happy November!

Looks like this might be a week of decisions. Some of you may have many options to choose from and are unsure which way to go. The cards are telling us to use our intuition, pay attention to details, and take our time in making these decisions. These decisions or decision might be a door to our future and we may feel paralyzed by fear or blocking ourselves from receiving, but if we relax, trust our gut, and let go of worry and fear, the way forward will become very clear.

When in doubt, do nothing. If you find yourself going back and forth in your head, the best thing to do is to distract yourself from the situation and take some time out. When we are in a state of relaxation, epiphanies come to us, and we will instinctually know which way to go because it will feel right in your gut. Your guides, Angels, and higher self are always around to help, so don’t be afraid to ask and then step forward into your new direction with confidence knowing that you made the right choice.


Weekly Energy Reading 10-28-19

This looks like a magical week. During this time of the year the veil between worlds thins so we may feel more intuitive and more connected to Spirit. Serapis Bey says to move into your true self, to rise above the darkness because the light is here. Your true self is a being of love. Love is the highest vibration in the Universe and our true essence. If you can let the lower earthly emotions drop away and truly move into love of self and of others, you will rise and begin to ascend. That’s what ascension is, it is moving into the heart space and letting love guide your life and the way you live everyday.

From this place you can move beyond your current challenges by focusing on what you love – whether it’s your family, a passion, a job, an activity…when you focus on what you truly love you can’t help but be happy and feel joy and that is a magical state of being. The Holy Spirit reminds us that only love is real. Expect miracles and good fortune this week because Spirit has your back and will be showering you with many blessings and unexpected opportunities. It’s important to focus on what you desire at this time and not what you fear because what you give your energy to will begin to flourish. Enjoy this time as beautiful experiences are in store for you interwoven in a colorful tapestry of love.

Have a blessed week! 😇


Weekly Energy Reading 10-21-19

This week’s energy is about receiving messages that will bring something new into your life. This new thing can be a new idea, a new business partnership, a new lover, a new direction…whatever you have been mulling over or confused about is about to crystallize in your mind. Your intuition is going to be at an all-time high and the Universe is gifting you with this new spark of inspiration, purpose, or person. (Page of Swords and Cups) The Knight of Pentacles is a reminder to awaken those dormant, lost, or missing passions, principles, or beliefs to bring more financial stability into your life. However this plays out in your life, it will change your perspective on everything. (The Hanged Man) You will see your life in a brand new, different way, and know that anything is possible.

The Universe is letting us know that they are supporting us all the way. Blessings are coming from above and showering over your life. You are safe and supported. Be still and open up to hear those messages and be aware of synchronicities and signs letting you know you’re on the right path. During this time, it’s in your best interest to let things unfold and not try to control the manifestation. You do not need to know how it’s going to happen, you just need to be open to receiving and enjoy the ride. The way to move into the flow is thru gratitude and appreciation. Let others and Spirit support and help you.

A good mantra for the week is “I am open to receiving abundance and blessings for my highest good. Thank you.”

Have a wondrous week! ♥


Weekend Energy Reading 10-18-19

This reading is about the work you do and how you feel about it, or about a choice that you are about to make, or have already made, about a new job or direction.

It might be that you question your belief in your work or other people are questioning your work path or making you doubt. Truth is that you are a happy doing what you’re doing or what you will be doing, and you are masterful at it. Others may not understand but you find purpose and fulfillment in your chosen work.

Charge forward with confidence and don’t let the naysayers or your own mind sway you from doing what know in your heart to be right. You now have the power to choose and create an original vision for yourself and create your own destiny. Be brave, bold, and true to yourself!

Happy Weekend! ♥


Weekly Energy Reading 10-15-19

The cards for the rest of the week tell us that it’s time for introspection and solitude (The Hermit) to solve our worries, anxiety, and mental anguish (The 9 of Swords). As we released emotions, memories, and pain during the full moon we may now still be in a mental prison and haunted by our memories. By going inward, spending some time in nature, or exploring a solitary pursuit – we will be able to move forward.

By letting go, we make space for the new to come in. A phase of our life may be ending but it’s not the end (Freya). The advice, is to step into the change with confidence, not matter how vulnerable we may feel, and know that we are being guided. Choose the path of least resistance. (Flow) We are being called to be like the river and flow knowing that fulfillment is assured. It may be a difficult but ultimately enlightening week.

Best to all! ♥


A Tribute


This beautiful man right here is my husband.

I lost him on February 28th, 2019, a short 7 months ago.

I’m writing about him because even though I share spiritual knowledge, the human me struggles.

I have this great ability that enables me to communicate with him daily yet… it’s hard to be here without him in the physical.

I’m off balance. My safety net is gone.

Yet I understand why he had to go, and I’ve made peace with it.

Grief is a strange space to inhabit…and it’s even stranger for me because he is still with me and in a way, this feels more real than the life we had together.

But I want to make this about him because he was the kind of person I aspire to be.

Open hearted and welcoming to all that came across his path.

When he got sick, help and love poured in from so many people.

The place he worked at held fundraisers for him.

Friends sent flowers, cards, called with words of encouragement, and visited.

On his last 3 days on Earth he was the life of the party in the ICU department.

At that point he had lost half his weight, didn’t look like himself, but his personality was intact.

He made every person that visited feel at ease.

He cracked jokes, he made us all laugh.

Even though our hearts were breaking because this was indeed a tragedy, he showed us that it was ok. He was ok and at peace and we should be too.

When he took his last breath, he made sure that it was on the last note of the song “I’ve got all the time in the world”, just to let us know he was going out on his terms. His way.

His funeral was packed and a beautiful tribute.

We played his favorite music and closed with “Purple Rain” by Prince.

Even now hearing a random Prince song makes people think of him.

His place of work left his name on his office door where it will stay forever.

They also created an award in his name – a service award because he won so many of them.

A pilot for American Airlines that knew my husband donated and had my husband’s name put on the Stand up to Cancer plane that is currently flying around the states.

He was a light that shone bright and no one forgot him or the impact he made on their lives.

Once he passed, his place of work created a keepsake book where people wrote notes to the family.

Almost every note mentioned his kindness, his welcoming smile, and the way my husband touched their life.

If you are wondering what he did for a living…he sold memberships at a health club.

As one person put it “Who knew you could touch so many lives selling memberships at a gym.”

I am sharing this not to brag but to show that you can make a difference, and even a great one, not matter what you do or where you are, if you are living from the heart.

Seeing the impact he had was a bit overwhelming for me.

To me he was my husband, my best friend, my partner, and sometimes an “idiot”.

He is undoubtedly the love of my life and always will be…

Till we meet again James ♥