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Weekly Energy Reading 10-21-19

This week’s energy is about receiving messages that will bring something new into your life. This new thing can be a new idea, a new business partnership, a new lover, a new direction…whatever you have been mulling over or confused about is about to crystallize in your mind. Your intuition is going to be at an all-time high and the Universe is gifting you with this new spark of inspiration, purpose, or person. (Page of Swords and Cups) The Knight of Pentacles is a reminder to awaken those dormant, lost, or missing passions, principles, or beliefs to bring more financial stability into your life. However this plays out in your life, it will change your perspective on everything. (The Hanged Man) You will see your life in a brand new, different way, and know that anything is possible.

The Universe is letting us know that they are supporting us all the way. Blessings are coming from above and showering over your life. You are safe and supported. Be still and open up to hear those messages and be aware of synchronicities and signs letting you know you’re on the right path. During this time, it’s in your best interest to let things unfold and not try to control the manifestation. You do not need to know how it’s going to happen, you just need to be open to receiving and enjoy the ride. The way to move into the flow is thru gratitude and appreciation. Let others and Spirit support and help you.

A good mantra for the week is “I am open to receiving abundance and blessings for my highest good. Thank you.”

Have a wondrous week! ♥

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Weekend Energy Reading 10-18-19

This reading is about the work you do and how you feel about it, or about a choice that you are about to make, or have already made, about a new job or direction.

It might be that you question your belief in your work or other people are questioning your work path or making you doubt. Truth is that you are a happy doing what you’re doing or what you will be doing, and you are masterful at it. Others may not understand but you find purpose and fulfillment in your chosen work.

Charge forward with confidence and don’t let the naysayers or your own mind sway you from doing what know in your heart to be right. You now have the power to choose and create an original vision for yourself and create your own destiny. Be brave, bold, and true to yourself!

Happy Weekend! ♥

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Weekly Energy Reading 10-15-19

The cards for the rest of the week tell us that it’s time for introspection and solitude (The Hermit) to solve our worries, anxiety, and mental anguish (The 9 of Swords). As we released emotions, memories, and pain during the full moon we may now still be in a mental prison and haunted by our memories. By going inward, spending some time in nature, or exploring a solitary pursuit – we will be able to move forward.

By letting go, we make space for the new to come in. A phase of our life may be ending but it’s not the end (Freya). The advice, is to step into the change with confidence, not matter how vulnerable we may feel, and know that we are being guided. Choose the path of least resistance. (Flow) We are being called to be like the river and flow knowing that fulfillment is assured. It may be a difficult but ultimately enlightening week.

Best to all! ♥

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A Tribute

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This beautiful man right here is my husband.

I lost him on February 28th, 2019, a short 7 months ago.

I’m writing about him because even though I share spiritual knowledge, the human me struggles.

I have this great ability that enables me to communicate with him daily yet… it’s hard to be here without him in the physical.

I’m off balance. My safety net is gone.

Yet I understand why he had to go, and I’ve made peace with it.

Grief is a strange space to inhabit…and it’s even stranger for me because he is still with me and in a way, this feels more real than the life we had together.

But I want to make this about him because he was the kind of person I aspire to be.

Open hearted and welcoming to all that came across his path.

When he got sick, help and love poured in from so many people.

The place he worked at held fundraisers for him.

Friends sent flowers, cards, called with words of encouragement, and visited.

On his last 3 days on Earth he was the life of the party in the ICU department.

At that point he had lost half his weight, didn’t look like himself, but his personality was intact.

He made every person that visited feel at ease.

He cracked jokes, he made us all laugh.

Even though our hearts were breaking because this was indeed a tragedy, he showed us that it was ok. He was ok and at peace and we should be too.

When he took his last breath, he made sure that it was on the last note of the song “I’ve got all the time in the world”, just to let us know he was going out on his terms. His way.

His funeral was packed and a beautiful tribute.

We played his favorite music and closed with “Purple Rain” by Prince.

Even now hearing a random Prince song makes people think of him.

His place of work left his name on his office door where it will stay forever.

They also created an award in his name – a service award because he won so many of them.

A pilot for American Airlines that knew my husband donated and had my husband’s name put on the Stand up to Cancer plane that is currently flying around the states.

He was a light that shone bright and no one forgot him or the impact he made on their lives.

Once he passed, his place of work created a keepsake book where people wrote notes to the family.

Almost every note mentioned his kindness, his welcoming smile, and the way my husband touched their life.

If you are wondering what he did for a living…he sold memberships at a health club.

As one person put it “Who knew you could touch so many lives selling memberships at a gym.”

I am sharing this not to brag but to show that you can make a difference, and even a great one, not matter what you do or where you are, if you are living from the heart.

Seeing the impact he had was a bit overwhelming for me.

To me he was my husband, my best friend, my partner, and sometimes an “idiot”.

He is undoubtedly the love of my life and always will be…

Till we meet again James ♥

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Full Moon Energy Reading 10-13-19

Tonight is the full moon in Aries. Full Moons are all about ending cycles, releasing and letting go of the old, and the tarot cards reflect that.

The 7 of Wands is saying – you are in an advantageous position, you can succeed and win out against the competition but you must let go of all past hurts, disappointments, illusions…(3 of Swords, 8 of Cups). Once you’re able to let go of the past, use all your skills and abilities (3 of Pentacles) to manifest the life you desire.

During this full moon you might experience a lot of emotions or your mind might replay past memories. Just feel your way thru- don’t repress the emotions. If you can feel, you can heal.

A simple full moon ritual is to write down all the things you want to let go of – include feelings, situations, even people if you’re guided to do so. Then burn the paper in a fireproof container with the intention of releasing all those toxic emotions and situations that are holding you back. Then sit back and see what new blessings the Universe will shower you with in the coming weeks. ♥

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Weekend Energy Reading 10-11-19

This weekend is about the difficulty of making choices, of listening to your head or your heart, of hearing conflicting information and not knowing how to discern the truth.

The 2 of Swords represents a choice that needs to be made. You’re either paralyzed by fear of making the wrong choice or you are ignoring   the truth, depending on your situation.

Before you charge forward (Knight of Swords) take the time to analyze the situation by spending some time alone and doing some soul searching (the Hermit). There’s a lot of voices around this situation – yours and others – and the best way to move forward is to cut all that noise and look within.

Only then can you gain the clarity to move forward and once you do, know that you have all the strength and power to have success in your venture.

Happy Weekend! ♥

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Fate vs Free Will

All beings incarnated on Earth have free will. There is no time at any point of your life that you don’t have a choice. You may feel that you don’t, but choice is always there for you. At the same time, fate also plays a part. Events are fated to happen. For example, you are fated to meet a certain person at a certain time in your life, or you are fated to work in a certain field, or you are fated to get an illness, but what you do with the event is always your choice.

That person you meet may be your fated soulmate, but you can take the relationship as far as you want, or you may choose to end it. You may be fated to be an accountant since you love numbers and spreadsheets, but where you work or whether you work for yourself, is your choice. You may get cancer but whether you beat it this time around or how long you survive it, is your choice. Death as well…I learned recently that we all have different exit points and that’s why sometimes we have close calls but survive thru them or have a near death experience and choose to go back and finish what we came here to do. This is not true for everyone of course, but most people have multiple exit points.

You might have heard of the saying – let go and let God. When this saying is invoked or practiced, it means that you are relinquishing control of how a situation will play out, but you have made the choice of what outcome you desire beforehand. For example, you opened your own restaurant and it’s not going well. You want to get out but you don’t know how because you have a rental contract, you owe money, you feel bad firing people, etc.… at this point you can give it to God or the Universe and ask them to show you the way out. The Universe will put the pieces together for you so that your original wish of getting out of the restaurant business will be granted. It will not happen exactly the way you wanted, but in the end, you will get your desired outcome.

The point of having free will is to learn. Earth is a planet of duality where you get to experience both sides of the coin and this can play out over multiple lifetimes. During your time here, you will know happiness and sadness, pleasure and pain, you will lead a rich and a poor life, you will be healthy and sick, you will be the oppressed and the oppressor…and all these lifetimes will have one thing in common – you have chosen them – not because God wants you to suffer but to learn to find the happiness, grace, and joy despite of what your life looks like on the outside. The whole purpose is to become more like your true self – that beautiful, perfect, bright soul – while you’re in a human body…and when you learn to shine that light despite it all, you will have reached nirvana.

Free will, though it makes evil possible, is also the only thing that makes possible any love or goodness or joy worth having. – C.S. Lewis